”I’m going to see if you have the potential to be a singer for the last time. Show me your results in a month.”

It was like a ray of light for Sandara who was having a hard time overcoming the sadness of her situation. For the first and last time, President Yang had given her a chance.

”I practised SO hard for a month. CL, Park Bom and Gong Minzy gave me a lot of help as they watched me practise. I made a planning chart and practised until dawn.”

Park Bom taught her things on breathing, pronunciation and where to accent in songs. CL helped with selecting outfits, and Minzy with making choreography.

”At the time, the members pretty much made me up from head to toe. I think it was in spring of 2008, I tried really hard with the thought that it was the last opportunity I’d get.”

President Yang said ”For the first time, I see potential. Practise with the rest” and allowed Sandara to become a singer trainee.

”To tell the truth, I thought that meant I’d become a singer soon after. But I was deluded. I lived as a trainee for a year. There were 6 trainees in YG at the time and I think President Yang was paying close attention to all of us to decide on the best combination.”

Sandara was in a delicate situation for a year. She couldn’t let her guard down after President Yang told them ‘Noone knows whether there will be six members or five.’ As time went by, hip hop became a part of Sandara’s life too and she started becoming more and more like the other members.

Now, as an active member of 2NE1, Sandara’s trainee days have become a part of her most precious memories.

”I think I felt happy and touched by even the little things in my trainee days. Trainees take the day off on their birthdays or Christmas too. But most of them don’t have anything to do at home so they end up coming back to the practice rooms. When it is someone’s birthday, everyone celebrates together and eats ddeokbbokki. [spicy ricecakes]”

Though of course good memories weren’t the only ones. All the members including Sandara had to go through a hard time. The diet they were given to help manage their bodies also gave them greedy apetites.

”Because of our weight management, we were never allowed to eat anything fatty or oily. But you know how it is, if you’re not allowed to eat it just makes you want to eat more. The members and I used to secretly go out and eat a row of gimbap, or eat things like bread and chocolate in the bathrooms.”

Sandara chose Dakgalbi [spicy stir-fried chicken] as the most memorable dish from her trainee days. It was an expensive dish for Sandara who received pocket money from her parents.

”I didn’t exactly get that much pocket money. There wouldn’t be much left after paying for transport. I felt sorry to my younger siblings cos I could never buy them food or anything. I think Dakgalbi was the most expensive thing I bought with my own money. The members and I ate Dakgalbi on the 31st of December 2008, you see. (laughs)”

After practising for so long feeling nervous that the others had been a trainee for longer than her, Sandara was finally able to shed her label of a trainee.

”I think luck followed me. We recorded ‘Pretty Boy’ in January last year. I must have been all right at that recording. (laughs) One day President Yang called Minzy, Bom, CL and me aside and said ‘You guys are gonna be filming a CF soon so be prepared’. That CF was Lollipop. That was when I finally knew that I had become a member of 2NE1..”

Source: Asiae

Translation Credits: sjay.x @ YGLadies.com

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Thanks to mj1206 for the tip.

lee

Comments on: "Feature: Sandara Park ‘Star Diary’ Part 6: “I secretly ate chocolate in the bathrooms, I have a greedy appetite”" (22)

  1. Nasi Lemak's avatar
    Nasi Lemak said:

    ”To tell the truth, I thought that it meant I’d become a singer soon after. But I was deluded. I lived as a trainee for a year.”

    Some antis are ticked by this statement because they think that Dara is arrogantly thinking that she could just be part of the group without training esp when she is aware of her lack of skills. But my interpretation is that since she is the breadwinner of the family and although she just alluded to the financial difficulties she faced, being a trainee for a year, probably put her and her family in a tight financial situation. Even though they had the backing of her mom’s family, it must be very humbling and frustrating to be begging for a relative’s assistance even if the help is given voluntarily. It must have helped her appreciate everything that she has now though. I understand why she is unable to be upfront about the difficulties that her family faced but by avoiding the topic, it also causes misunderstanding esp with people who are not aware of her story. I do not understand much of “Korean” sensibilities…

    • scarlet's avatar

      where do you read such article in which anti’s misinterpreted as such?…..if the anti took the article just by that statement then they sure are close-minded stereotype kind of person coz if you read the whole article then you will know that it is not arrogance that Dara displayed on that statement but rather a honest person thinking that after convincing YG her capability as a singer, she thought her hardship going to end there but yet little did she know that she will still prove more by training in one year with the rest of the trainees …. It is an honest statement, i bet that also what other trainees will think too … well, dont fret about it coz you said that there are “some” anti who thinks that way THEN there are MOST that thinks otherwise 🙂 ….

      dara fighting!

  2. curiouscassy's avatar

    that was really nice of CL, bom and minji to help Dara out..

  3. foxychick's avatar
    foxychick said:

    aww thats so sweet of them..dara is very sweet person and thoughtful and she knows how to return gratituted towards other people who help her along the way of hard time of her training days… oh!! she forgot to mention gd and se7ven on her trainee in karaoke days to be approve by yg..

  4. zebedee's avatar

    wow..dara your soo candid!
    i love it and i think i shed little bit of tears after reading..kekeke

  5. caji's avatar

    What a nice family! I mean some Korean Entertainment/Company (is that what they called?) said that they were family but when you looked at them you can’t feel the bond or the mutual feelings between them.

    But when I watched 2ne1tv, it’s different from the others. I saw that they really care for each others like real sisters. Honestly, I’m happy for Dara that she belongs to YG family because as far as I see it YG protects his artists and he treats them like his own children.

    DARA KEEP IT UP!! 🙂

  6. pipa's avatar

    My throat got stiff and felt like crying after reading this. I really love her down to earth and positive attitude, love for her family, respect for her co-members and to YG.

    Though she only trained for like a year and a half, for me it felt like the improvement and the achievements she is getting now through her hard work and discipline is really something to emulate. I want to thank CL, Bom and Minzy for helping Dara in pursuing career in music. I’m sure Dara will never forget their love and kindness for the rest of her life.

  7. Joyce's avatar

    love yg fam…. =>

  8. photskiee's avatar

    i was so touched!!!!
    you’ll never know that hard work and perseverance can result to a great achievement!
    Dara always thinks about her siblings and her Mom, maybe thats why shes so bless (:

  9. asukal10a's avatar
    asukal10a said:

    noa.
    this is making me all teary… {:[

    i just really love the concept of people working hard…
    then going to the top in the end…

    hwaiting 2NE1!!!
    (/ n _____n)/

  10. jia's avatar

    this part is touching.
    i’ve observed this while watching 2ne1tv that they really have that certain bond ( although they were reluctant at first to live in the dorm.)
    Bom, CL and Minzy are good people. we know what each of them have to endure and give up just to become a YG trainee ( we’ll have more on this when its their turn for Star Diary).

    these girls are the best that’s why i love them. =]

  11. lee's avatar

    Dara’s unpretentious, humble, honest, very real. And she’s really one tough cookie.

    People working hard to reach for the top are amazing… but people who have successfully reached the top, lost it and had the perseverance, strength and will to successfully reach for it once again are doubly amazing… they’re yeah, IDOLS. And Dara is one amazing IDOL.

    Love you, dara ❤

  12. oh dara!'s avatar

    CL MINJY and BOM helped her to get into 2NE1 and that’s undeniably sweet and nice ❤ It simply shows their genuine sisterly bond 🙂

    You cannot deny that Sandara's hard work and strength played the biggest part to get her into the group and I know that there are people (aside from her family) who stood behind her back, giving her love and support even before her 2NE1 training days.

    Dara, you've been through a lot and you deserve the blessings you get and will be getting 🙂

    AJA! – Deshi

  13. Mathel's avatar

    The first thing that impressed me of YG from 2NE1and BigBang TV is how simple and down to earth their President is. He is unconventional wearing just plain T-shirt/ shirt, jeans and a cap most of the time. I guess he really influenced his talents to have that genuine, no added frills, everybody-is-equal, no pretense, and one-for- all and all-for-one kind of environment. He really is a father figure to them all especially with Dara who really needs one.
    2NE1 girls really had built that special, genuine and strong
    friends/ sisters relationship. I think that they complete each other and make each other a better person.
    It always makes me sad on how she always thinks of her Mom and siblings welfare first, all the time. I guess that is why she shower them with gifts now, accdg. to Thunder. She is so thoughtful. I am so glad that YGE found her and that she finally found home.

  14. uzzie-zera's avatar
    uzzie-zera said:

    ahw… i was to touched by bommie and CL and minji.. they are really nice.. 2ne1 is the most loveable kpop group ever..
    YG was right all along… dara really learned a lot and valued even small things.. such an admiring story from her

  15. mj1206's avatar

    so much love here from the girls…**sniff, sniff**…
    it’s nice to know that they were really that close way before they debuted. I love the friendship there. And I love YG of course for giving DARA a chance and YG made a right decision. 🙂 I’m looking forward 2ne1’s come back and of course DARA showcasing her stuff! A go go go!

  16. goodluckshirt's avatar
    goodluckshirt said:

    This so cute, and I love her and the members so much :3
    And I’m so so so proud of her and she’s always so sweet. :3

    I still think it’s weird that she’s also disallowed to eat fatty or oily foods. But then again, Hwangssa gives her stuff so maybe her diet isn’t quite so restrictive as it is than the other girls, because their bodies break down food differently.

    • mj1206's avatar

      🙂
      i really wanted more meat for DARA..especially now that their comeback is near…more importantly she needs to stay healthy. So Dara gurl, pls. eat healthy stuff!! Oki oki?! 🙂

  17. scarlet's avatar

    now i know the reason on why sandara highly praises other members…. awww, more love for them coz the members treated each other like sisters …. i guess we do owe up cl, minzy, and bom for letting dara get into 2ne1 which im glad … cl, minzy, and bom must really love dara to let help her get in ….

  18. mj1206's avatar

    trans up on YGL. 🙂

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